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"Stood alone on a mountain top Staring out at the great divide I could go east, I could go west, It was all up to me to decide Just then I saw a young hawk flying and my soul began to rise..."
– From cynthia applegate on June 18, 2013

Hiya, Sweetie. I love you. Mom
– From cynthia applegate on June 7, 2013

MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on June 5, 2013

Thank you, Stephanie and Tay. Randy was something else, huh?! He always spoke of your family with love. Cindy
– From cynthia applegate on May 22, 2013

We are deeply sadden by Randy's passing We just found out. We had wonderful times and enjoyed his company when he visited our home in Germany. He got a "kick" out of the fact that "Tay" was called "mama". God blessed you (and your family) heaven has received a "true angel"
– From Tay K & Mother (Stephanie) on May 21, 2013

Well son, heading out early tomorrow for my annual Mother's Day seclusion on Orcas. I miss having little boys around making Mother's Day cards for me, giving me hugs and kisses, burning my breakfast. I miss our yard tool rock and roll band. I miss reading to you guys at night. I miss our occasional horrendous manners at the dinner table. I miss just knowing you guys were there within reach and always would be. And, I'm so glad your brother has the chance to know all the love and frustration and pleasure and sheer joy of being a dad. I love you, precious son. There's a ColdPlay song running around in my head: Nobody said it was easy, It's such a shame for us to part, Nobody said it was easy, No one ever said it would be so hard. I'm going back to the start. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on May 11, 2013

Well, Burger, I guess you know what day this is. Phew, that was a day in our history, huh?! MTLI, Mom
– From cindy applegate on May 9, 2013

Ah, Dennis. I've been trying to track you down for two years. I'm so glad you found us. Randy's brother has twin boys and we call one of them Tay Tay. It always makes me think of you. Randy loved your daughter and she loved her "gray guy"! Jason created another site for Randy, it's listed in the candles down below, somewhere around June 23, 2012. Please check it out. Many, many blessings to you and your family. Love, Cindy Applegate
– From cindy applegate on May 9, 2013

Much love from 2/3fa
– From Monroe on May 7, 2013

Randy may God bless your soul! I just found out about your passing today buddy. I still reminisce on our tours in Germany/Bosnia. Remember when I would invite you over for cookouts at my house in Butzbach Germany and my little daughter (Tay Tay) was crazy over you and you over her. Be strong Mrs Applegate we all loved Randy. Geesh i'm still in shock!
– From CW3 (R) Dennis Kornegay on May 7, 2013

– From rhada on May 6, 2013

I'm sorry, Eva. I'm sorry you had to go through what you went through, and I'm sorry that you can't just call Randy and talk. Many blessings to you. And Randy, I love you, kiddo. MTLI, Mom
– From Cynthia Applegate on April 28, 2013

i have been in prison for 4 years on a drug related offense and I got out and was looking for my friend Randy and this is where the search led me.... I miss you my friend...
– From Eva butler on April 24, 2013

Hey! That was a good trick, son! Thank you very much. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on March 26, 2013

MTLI, son.
– From cynthia applegate on March 13, 2013

MTLI, son.
– From cynthia applegate on March 13, 2013

Just recently there's been an old Leon Russell song running around in my head. I used to sing two lines of it to both Jason and Randy when they were little guys. Just two lines; the rest of the song had no relevance to us, but I loved those two lines. "I love you in a place where there's no space or time. I love you for my life, you are a friend of mine..."
– From cynthia applegate on March 10, 2013

– From Anonymous on March 2, 2013

– From Anonymous on March 2, 2013

They took down the osprey nest last week. How can they destroy something that holds so much promise of new life? It reminded me of the drug companies and the government. I miss you son, and the promise of new life that you had. MTLI. Mom
– From cynthia applegate on February 25, 2013

A very blessed Valentine's Day to you, my son. MTLI, Mom
– From cindy applegate on February 14, 2013

Hey, son. I made it through Groundhog's Day once again, albeit tearfully. The Army got you that day and as painful as it was for all of us, the military really helped mold you into the wonderful, proud man you were to become. And you had reason to be proud, Randy. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on February 7, 2013

Well, this is cool news! Your dad and Aunt Sandy are coming out here in June, and I get to show them all your beautiful places on Orcas. I really think Pops will like that. Maybe he'll feel the magical comfort that I get when I'm there with you. MTLI, son. Mom
– From cynthia applegate on January 29, 2013

Cindy, Thank you for your kind words for my son Ryan Auld..I also hold you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Maybe Ryan did know your son, but I'm not sure, I hope they talk to each other now. Losing a child is the most difficult thing a parent has to go through. I read alot of your messages to your son on the memorial, thy're just beautiful..Stay strong and be well..Mitzie Auld
– From Mitzie Auld on November 15, 2012

It's cloudy and silent except for the sound of the water against the rocks. The seagulls are standing in formation on the edge of the cliff, soundlessly watching the horizon. There's a kind of magical expectation in the air. I like this feeling. I miss you, Randy. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on November 2, 2012

I'm turning 60 tomorrow, buddy. You would have a blast with that, huh?! I love you, sweet thing! MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on September 25, 2012

Miss you bunches, kiddo. Show Vicki the ropes if you can. Her family misses her, too. I love you more than life itself, son. Mom
– From cynthia applegate on September 7, 2012

Ah Randy, I saw a guy at work today who looked like you, stood like you, and dressed like you, and it took everything I had not to run over and hug him. I so miss you, my son. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on September 3, 2012

Randy you are missed dearly and I think about you everyday. No one could light up a room and make us all laugh hysterically the way you could. You are gone from this earth but will NEVER be forgotten. I love and miss you!
– From Leonard Kerlin on June 27, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Happy Birthday, precious. Rumor has it you're playing golf with Grandfather today. Go easy on him! I miss you, boy. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on June 23, 2012

Happy Birthday Randy! Trying to talk your Mom into building a golf course for you, my Dad and any other special golfers we've lost, it'll be our "Course of Dreams":-)
– From Tonya Messer on June 23, 2012

For those of you who use this site for notes, and condolences, I have created another venue for you to memorialize my brother. Please do... http://randy-applegate.memory-of.com/About.aspx
– From Jason Martino on June 22, 2012

There was a four point buck and his little brother in the yard this morning, eating everything in sight. Kind of reminded me of you and Jason! You two sure made life interesting! MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on June 22, 2012

Thanks, Burg. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on June 22, 2012

Well, you were getting ready to make your grand entrance 36 years ago, kiddo. THAT'S a night I won't forget! MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on June 21, 2012

Your bro just created a website for you-I'm so proud of him! You'll like it, Burger. We have a good bunch of family and friends. Love you infinity plus 67! Mom
– From Anonymous on June 21, 2012

Oh, the times we had! Love, Marshal Brave Star
– From Anonymous on June 21, 2012

Today has been tough. Went to Jas's yesterday. Good time with him, Tawnya, & the boys. Missed you then,& now .
– From Dad on June 17, 2012

Oh boy, Burger. When I saw Steve's message it instantly took me back to you two doing a break dance, head banging, rock n roll routine in our living room. I cried until I laughed! What a great memory! I love you MTLI. Mom
– From cynthia applegate on June 8, 2012

Hey kiddo, please tell Bo "happy birthday" for me and enjoy a couple of games of pool! I love you so much!!! Mom
– From cynthia applegate on June 7, 2012

Yesterday was the 20 month anniversary of your passing, my son. Courtie sent a message that you had just helped her with a problem, and she included a picture of the two of you on the beach when you guys were little kids. Oh boy, the memories and tears that brought! Last evening I stood outside in the rain and just listened to the sounds of the earth, and you were everywhere. I still love you more than life itself, Randy. Mom
– From cynthia applegate on May 31, 2012

Randy I miss my best friend. I know Your up there stirring my grandpas sugar bowl, and driving him nuts. I wish we could play soccer together one last time. Love you bro.
– From Stephen Steadman on May 31, 2012

Happy Memorial Day, sweetness. And, thanks for being there with G-father last week when we needed you guys. That was a close call! I love you and miss you a lot, Randy. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on May 29, 2012

Thought about you alot today. Really miss you!!!!
– From Dad on May 5, 2012

How can it be nineteen months already, son? Keep your eye on your dad, okay? I love you more than life itself, but you know that. Mom
– From cynthia applegate on April 30, 2012

Easter was really hard, Randy. I guess because I wanted to call and tell you to beware the black jelly beans, like I do every year. I miss you son, so much. MTLI Mom
– From cynthia applegate on April 13, 2012

Thank you to all of those who have stood by me over the past 18 months, who have stayed in contact with me and helped me survive these days. I am eternally grateful to all of you, and I love you with all my heart. Cindy
– From cindy applegate on April 2, 2012

Ah honey, 18 months. How can this be possible? MTLI, Mom
– From cindy applegate on March 31, 2012

Well, that was quite a journey on Tuesday, my friend! It gives me great comfort to see that you have retained your sense of humor. Big love to you, Burger! Mom
– From cindy applegate on March 31, 2012

Miss you, buddy. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on March 4, 2012

– From anonymous on February 20, 2012

Many blessings and much love, son! Jason and you will always be my bestest Valentines!!!
– From cindy applegate on February 13, 2012

– From anonymous on January 16, 2012

I always remember your contagious smile That lights up a room!! RIP Randy.
– From Terry Gribbin on January 11, 2012

Thanks for the courage to do this stuff, RD. To better days, huh? Big love, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on January 11, 2012

Oh man, 15 months today. I love you, son. And miss you so much. Thank you for all the love and pleasure you have given to my life. I can never find the words to let you know how much I enjoyed having you around. With all the pain, the loves still shines through. Maybe even stronger than ever. I love you more than life itself. Mom
– From cynthia applegate on December 30, 2011

– From Anonymous on December 30, 2011

– From Anonymous on December 30, 2011

HAPPY NEW WHEEL, BURGERMON! with love from everyone
– From cynthia applegate on December 30, 2011

MERRY CHRISTMAS, SWEETHEART!
– From cynthia applegate on December 26, 2011

Tough weekend, son. I was so happy that you and grandfather dropped by on Friday, though. Many blessings to both of you! I'm glad you hang out together sometimes. MTLI
– From cynthia appegate on December 26, 2011

Sometimes I just don't think I can do this, Randy. It's so impossibly hard. And it hurts so incredibly much. I miss you. Mom
– From cynthia applegate on December 26, 2011

– From Anonymous on December 24, 2011

– From Anonymous on December 24, 2011

Wow, it was hard seeing your image in that video. Maybe it will help someone think twice, though. I miss you son, and hold you in my heart always. MTLI
– From cynthia applegate on December 23, 2011

Sorry about the snowboarding, kiddo! I love you so much!
– From cynthia applegate on December 19, 2011

You must be proud of Courtney, Burger. She gave birth to Samuel Ethan one month ago and he is precious. I think he's got your Spock ears! Alex and Taylor and Sam. Now we've got even more love to share! I love you, son. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on December 6, 2011

Ah kiddo, this is your perfect chance to get back at your brother! Jas turns 40 today, can you believe that?! Take advantage, son! We love you<3. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on December 2, 2011

Randy,think of you often and miss you always....Love diane
– From Diane Supplee on December 2, 2011

Happy Thanksgiving, son. I really enjoyed our dinner. I love you. MTLI, Mom
– From cynthia applegate on November 28, 2011

Having a bad day, boy,do I miss you.
– From Dad on November 5, 2011

I'm sitting here at the beach, watching the ferry and wishing you were sitting next to me. I know you are with me, though. You are the diamonds dancing on the water, just as your memory dances in my heart. I miss you, son. MTLI, Mom
– From Mom on September 24, 2011

My head hurts, son, but you still make me smile. Bless you. MTLI, Mom
– From mom on August 8, 2011

It's been ten months now since you passed from this place, and son, I have learned so much from you in this time. Thank you for that. And thank you for the gift of your continued presence in my life. And for the love that you still show me. MTLI, Mom
– From Mom on August 1, 2011

10 months, son. Yesterday was really hard but I got to talk about you to some friends and they let me cry and laugh. They especially liked how I treated my shirt! I miss your physical presence, Randifoot. I love you more than infinity plus infinity.
– From Mom on August 1, 2011

– From Anonymous on August 1, 2011

Just thinking about you bro. Wishin you were here to talk smack too. Your bro!
– From Jason on July 25, 2011

Thank you for everything. I love you, son.
– From Anonymous on July 8, 2011

Happy belated birthday Randy...Rest in peace and may God bless and comfort your loved ones. Agape Marty
– From Marty on June 29, 2011

Love you
– From Anonymous on June 28, 2011

Took you all over Washington state with me this weekend, son. From the Sound to Mt. Rainier to the desert to Okanogan to Winthrop (had to get some candy, right?) to Diablo and home again. We had fun, huh?! I love you, Burger!
– From Mom on June 27, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOOSE! love, Al
– From Al on June 23, 2011

Happy B-day Randy. I love & miss you. Pops
– From Dad on June 23, 2011

Happy Birthday Brother! We miss you much and would be clowning you right about now. I'll continue to clown you through memories. Much love, Your brother
– From Jason on June 23, 2011

Sure miss you, love Al Montano.
– From Happy Birthday on June 23, 2011

Happy Birthday, Birwd! I think about you all the time and wish I could still call and hear your voice. I miss you.
– From Brittney on June 23, 2011

Randifoot, This is your first birthday since you went on your journey and I'm going to spend it remembering you, Dave Matthews, sister/cousin Patsy, and your goat headed child! Watch out Jerry Springer, here we come! I love you like a rock, Randy. Bartie Cartwell. Happy Birthday, son. MTLI, Mom
– From Mom on June 22, 2011

– From Anonymous on June 22, 2011

Remembering you and missing you always.
– From Brittney on June 22, 2011

Happy B-day buddy!! I love you, & miss you.
– From Pops on June 22, 2011

– From Anonymous on June 22, 2011

– From Marshal Brave Star on June 22, 2011

We only came to sleep, We only came to dream. Your music reaches to the sky, son. You are beautiful. MTLI, Mom
– From Mom on June 21, 2011

I still kiss your footprints in the grass.
– From Mom on June 21, 2011

I carry you with me into the world, into the smell of the rain and the words that dance between people. And for me, it will always be this way, walking in the light, remembering being alive together. MTLI, Mom
– From Mom on June 21, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BURGER! I miss you so much, son. MTLI, Mom
– From Mom on June 21, 2011

Miss you tons Randy....Troy and I talk about you all the time bringing up funny stories that make us laugh - Tracy
– From Tracy on June 13, 2011

– From Anonymous on January 2, 2011

Gods gain is our loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
– From Tawny on December 9, 2010